Tonight is Jack's b-ball session and I *still* don't know who Robert (Sal's People) is. So I'll get that disappointed "it's ok - I know you're a looser" look from her. ;-) She's SO into her schedule. We go over what's going on every morning. Sometimes I have to remind her that we need only think about the day at hand.

I had homework last night. Another questionnaire from the Psychologist at school. If I had a nickel for every questionnaire I've answered - well, I wouldn't need to work - that's for sure. I'm thinking seriously of making a LOT of copies of all the Dr reports for EACH teacher and or therapist going into Middle School. It's frustrating sometimes.

Speaking of.... the husband was upset last night. Mostly about lack of care coming his way from others. It's hard to watch him go through things sometimes. I know it's part of the grief stuff that we have to go through due to our situation and I guess I should just be happy that it seems we don't do it at the same time. :-)

Someone once told me that it was like the ocean. You go in and you feel the cold and you keep wading in until you can't take the cold anymore and you have to back to the beach and then after you warm up a little you go back in .... repeating this process over and over and over for the rest of your life. It's hard - but not as hard as it could be. Only I know better than to mention that right now. Everyone needs a time to really *feel* it, on their own terms.