Sometimes.......

Things go from bad to worse and you feel SO helpless. Bad news from the South makes it tough to stay positive. You want SO much to DO something. Again - to "fix" it. And you feel angry about WHY. It makes you want to "kick some a**". You can kind of see how people get to the point where they do really CRAZY things. It feels so hopeless sometimes. And even though I'm kind of typing in code - it helps to kind of get it out.

Weird stuff with Camp again. I don't know - S has an aide - but not the same one and then there was talk (from S) that she had cried yesterday because someone wouldn't let her play a game. I hate that - you can't get a full story from her. She's also going through this cry thing when she's told no about something. She can be very obnoxious. Nagging and whining and CONSTANT wanting. ugghhh - I know a lot of it has to do with not knowing what to expect next - but such is life and she's GOT to learn too. Plus the no thing is prob more like a developmental thing - flexing her independence. Celebration yes - but also aggravating as hell! :-)