God Breeze - Tonight was the last night of swimming, at least for us. The last (make up) session will be held outside and S has always fought the outside lessons so I elected to make this evening the last one. B was in attendance for this and as usual I sat by SN - a friend I had met at MDO. She lost her son last summer. B of course brings this up and talks directly about it and so does she. I don't know, I'm always a bit shy of the subject. To me it has got to be sheer hell on earth - in my mind there's nothing worse. Granted I pray every night that I will live one day longer than S - it's still not the same to have someone so young be ripped away from you.
But she made it easy to talk. She made me forget my doubts that have been forming lately. My doubts about God. Her testimony tonight, fresh, genuine, and real was SO moving. She is SO strong. I've always thought she was the cutest thing and now even more so.
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